When did things hit the fan
how did this precious gift
of first love and memories
unravel and decorate the floor
in such a beautiful disaster.
Who breached the code of our friendship
and let logic fly out of our minds
leaving space for the remnants of
what a first love can leave behind.
When did this happen
when did the change in our thoughts
begin to convey itself in the change of your heart
How can everything we built up
crash down in such a sudden exchange
of sounds filled with hurtful words
and everlasting hope
being pushed out the door and
why did the things that you wanted to say
flow through my mouth
and against my wishes.